new blog<
just remembered i'm supp to keep ppl posted if i change my blog. really sorry i forgot. but here it is anyway. my new link.
screwed at 11:58 AM.
my blog's falling apart.. i think i'm going to get a new blog.. anyway.. yeah.. i will revert back to diaryland cos i cant stand blogger anymore!! it's giving me loads of probz.. i'll keep you posted when i change my blog yet again. argh!
screwed at 10:48 PM.
went campfire.. saw clarence.. haha.. :) only good thing that happened today.. rushed up and down like a mad pig.. dont wanna mention anything already.. haven't updated for ages.. not planning to update much too.. just to say that.. i give up.. i really do.. cant stand it anymore.. if it wasnt for the promise i made.. you'll find something very different about a certain part of my body.. that will be extremely obvious.. but i wont.. cos i promised.. that's all
solitaire rocks!
screwed at 11:02 PM.
am so beat.. seriously.. tired and all.. tomz master parade.. am bogged down with this flu-like thing.. that's clogging up my nose and giving me real probz.. and i had to 'skip' camp cos i was sick.. today i felt a bit better.. and i mean a bit.. went for life sci.. was quite fun actually.. then went for intensive tuition.. was in a rush, forgot my pencilbox[how smart can i get?] fortunately i met char and lum.. and borrowed pens/highlighter/liquid from lum.. thanks so much ger!!! went inside and basically stoned for about 4 hours.. oh yeah.. i saw mark tay.. how nice..
then went for tuition.. and i was sooo bushed i just like shut off?? brain dead or sumthing.. in the end.. supposed to do summary becomes ms phua doing most of it and us copying.. and a felt so bad cos i told jonathan he was troublesome!! argh.. and i'm stlll feeling guilty.. :S man.. i can be a real bitch without even trying.. :| i'm so mean!! shld i try and blame it on my not thinking straight? nvm.. just face the music.. wadever that means..
tomz there's *sigh* piano.. and i haven't practised[what's new?] tomz oso master parade.. and i dunno how i'm going to try to practice tomz and go for master parade too.. i must be superwoman.. oh yeah.. and my hw is left mainly untouched.. thanks sooo much teachers.. for believing that we're extremely superb and can focus on ALL the subjects at exactly the same time and STILL balancing a proper life.. 8 hours of slp and all that.. wadever..
man.. i sound so bitchy.. i'm too tired.. bye
screwed at 10:56 PM.
hey.. hm.. just wanted to thank charmz.. and kor for being there when that thing happened yesterday.. thanks a lot!! i'm sorry i freaked you ppl out tho.. but thanks a million times for being there.. :)
met up with charmz today.. haha.. had a fun time chatting.. went to eat and then went to chat in the library.. and i was distracting her from her work.. i feel so bad..
not.
caught up on all the things happening in everyone's lives.. [cos we are kaypoh ppl..]
my hand now hurts cos of bowling.. man.. i'm so.. out of practice wadever wadever..
actually.. i think wad darren and rhodie said is true.. they said diff things btw.. but it's about planning.. so yeah.. its horrible..doing work.. no one appreciates.. taking things for granted.. blah blah.. yeah.. it's bad.. well.. that's all..
toodles :)
screwed at 11:16 PM.
the only thing nice today was that i went bowling.. bowled two games.. 50 somthing and 92.. weird me..
the rest just plain sucks. spare you the gory details..
actually i think it's quite amazing that despite all the angst i feel and stuff i dont slash yet? tho seriously i'm getting super tempted.. or rather.. extremely tempted.. again i shall spare you the details..
btw kor.. i'm still stuck at level 10.. i still dont understand that move out of the barrier thing..
that's it.
oh.. and rebec and yuko are pro on the drum thing.. :))
screwed at 8:46 PM.
i dunno la.. i'm sooo.. cynical now?? just realised that energy also left 4 members cos toro left.. how nice.. the bands i like are falling apart.. and i have this morbid feeling that i'm cursed.. that's why these bands are all missing one member..well.. at least i can be sure they'll be featured on mags or sumthing about bry leaving.. thanks a lot bryan.. you left me feeling so empty!!! and i'm having this fear deep down within my heart that they will break up too!! and it's all caused by bryan.. haiz.. i know it's not fair to blame him.. and it's in fact quite good that he's stopping to spend time with his wife and children.. but i dunno.. i'm still bitter about it..
went for new physics tuition today.. i understand la.. surprisingly jo low is in the same tuition too!! haha.. with fiona.. altho i already knew about fiona.. cos we're in the same english tuition too..
things are soo different.. so very different between us.. we used to be close at least.. and now i dont even see you online.. and when i see you online.. i dont really chat with you anymore.. i dont know who you are.. who you've become.. anything. and that seriously sucks.. cos i still treat you like a good friend.. or at least a friend.. and well.. i dont really know what to say also.. i think the distance is kinda killing me.. it's just that i've always treated you as my good friend.. and suddenly.. no friendship kinda thing.. and i hate it.. i seriously do.. i dont know what's going on between us now.. and that sucks..
maybeimdestinedtobealoner
wadever.
screwed at 11:38 PM.
just finished my theory exam at acjc.. was quite okay.. made a mistake already tho.. walked out of acjc... walk and walk to fmss.. cos i dunno how to take the bus home.. so i called my lovely friend rhoda.. who told me to cross the street and take the bus from there.. thank you rhodie! all the best for your theory..
yesterday's tll was fun.. i guess.. was quite zonked out.. so i was extremely blur and stuff.. yeah.. i'm still quite blur.. was doing the paper and trying not to fall asleep.. i dunno la.. and then..i'm still mad!!as in crazy..
that's all i think.. for now anyway..
screwed at 1:42 PM.
| Torn and Tattered++ -my name is eeli. crez. 6d'00. 2c1'02. 3s1'03. 4s1'04. ncc[land]. piano and sax[still learning]. 19881028. -loves: the beach. reading. the real world/fantasy world. westlife. energy. matchbox 20. linkin park. clay aiken. gareth gates. dogs and chocs.
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